Behind The Sun

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Are you ready to retrieve
All of what you once believed?
Are you ready to let go?
Are you ready to be free?
Are you ready to be low?

Are you shopping for high heels
In a dress that show your knees?
Have you painted up your lips?
Are you getting what you need?
Are you happy on your own?

Are you really happy in his shaking arms?

Happiness is only fleeting
Love is no more than a lie
If hearts are only good for cheating
Life is nothing

Are you pacing throught the streets
Till you just can't feel your feet?
When the people look at you
Can they see right the way through?
Are you thinking that they know?

Were you ever happy in his shaking arms?

Graham是个天才。我喜欢他的细腻和偏激。好像没长大的性格硬硬往前撞，总要很痛的。但我想他是喜欢一种relationship of misery的。

甚至很难说，Damon那有些尖锐的敏感和聪慧的光芒相比，我是否会常常更喜欢这个带着黑框眼镜，闷闷的男孩，拿起吉他后却能有那些美好到诗性的旋律。他的音乐不在这个时代，而是在旧日情调中。我想他的心也并不承认当下人们的基调。
近日我又拿起Happiness In Magazines重温。
这张是他最接近布勒风格的一张SOLO碟。Bitterwseet Bundle Of Misery，Ribbons And Leaves，Girl Done Gone等等，他每每写起些感情的失落总是得心应手。这个酒鬼……但又真是很疼爱他。

我最爱的是这首Are You Ready？。几声清亮的吉他声扫得心里空落落的，只要是我独自去听他，轻易就要被里面的句子击中的。我一次次听他，有时我真不知道，我到底是想被他的悲悯慰藉，还是让自己陷入更深的忧愁。

曾豪言一句，“爱是我的理想”，便发现此句之脆弱，身上好像瞬时重负许多。之前更是写了首很“齐秦风”（小莉语）的歌叫不离不弃，其实写完很觉得全世界要嘲笑我。
桌前台灯很亮，每晚都有那么一两只扑灯的蛾子。有次把一只尸体拿在手上端详，很BT地去抚摸蛾子翅膀上的黄色，没想到它其实是很漂亮的金色粉末。
可以被全世界嘲笑都无所谓，只怕爱人要笑我，我要笑我，用行为笑我。